Everything at Once

Nu stiu despre voi dar eu ma uit la muuulte seriale...si inevitabil sunt multe personaje din acele seriale pe care la ador sau in care ma vad sau in care as vrea sa ma vad...ceea ce e un pic ciudat(din punctul meu de vedere)ca majoritatea sunt tipe...
Well...daca stai sa te gandesti sunt destul de putine seriale in care actiunea se petrece in mare parte in mijlocul unui personaj masculin(ma rog...cel putin nu la serialele la care ma uit eu).
Voi incepe cu un personaj in care m.am vazut in trecut si in care as vrea(cred)sa ma vad . Este vorba despre Meredith Grey din Grey's Anatomy(one of my fav). Stilul in care isi exprima ideile si pasiunea ei sunt dea dreptul de invidiat...chiar imi place her dark and twisty side...si chiar mi.ar placea ca Shonda Rhimes(producatoarea serialului)sa ne.o arate in perioada ei Deth&Die(fanii serialului o sa inteleaga).
Christina Young e inca un personaj din Grey's care ma fascineaza, modul ei de a vedea lumea este intr.un fel de admirat.
Din serialele care nu vor mai aparea pe tub decat ca reluari as putea sa il mentionez pe Gregory House, sarcasmul si inteligenta lui sunt foarte tari...
Dr. Temperance 'Bones' Brennan din Bones ma fascineaza prin inteligenta si stilul ei de a relationa cu alti oameni, ai crede ca un antopolog de runume ar avea some basic people skills...dar personajul este tot fascinant...
Sheldon Cooper din The Big Bang Theory m-a fascinat din prima scena in care l-am vazut, foarte greu de caracterizat, dar are acel ceva care te face sa ii zbori creierul cu un revolver dar si sa il iei in brate(desi nu ar aprecia acest lucru) in acelasi timp.
Trebuie sa o mentionez si pe Pam De Beaufort din True Blood, care te fascineaza(stiu folosesc prea mult cuvantul asta) prin sarcasmul si glumele ei precum si prin agresivitatea ei...
De Game of Thrones din pacate nu ma leg din cauza ca e posibil sa nu mai termin(clar recomand serialul) pentru ca sunt mult prea multe personaje pe care le ador...
Hm...cred ca ar trebui sa va fac o lista de seriale la care sa va uitati...le pun in ordine alfabetica, deci nu e un top...
1.2 Broke Girls
2.American Dad!
3.American Horror Story
4.Anger Management
5.Bones
6.Cougar Town
7.Dexter
8.Don't Trust the B---- in Apartment 23
9.Family Guy
10.Futurama
11.Game of Thrones
12. Glee
13.Grey's Anatomy
14.How I Met Your Mother
15.Merlin
16.Modern Family
17.New Girl
18.Nurse Jackie
19.Once Upon a Time
20.Private Practice
21.Revenge
22.Star Wars: The Clone Wars
23.Suburgatory
24.Supernatural
25.The Big Bang Theory
26.The Borgias
27.The Simpsons
28.True Blood
29.Vampire Diaries
Toate serialele de mai sus sunt actuale...so puteti sa va uitati...
Chiar habar nu mai am de unde am pornit cu ideea...asa ca mai bine zic O zi buna! si va las :D

Dream a little dream of me II...

This post is a Part II from April...you should read that first.... Ok...so...what do you do when Life gives you your Prince Charming...well... you try very very hard not to fuck everything up...you try hard to see if he/she is really your White Horse...you try to sync with him/her...and you try hard not to fuck everything up... Sure...maybe you think it will be easy...but even Prince Charming can get tired of you if you're a dumbass like me... I get upset over the dumbest things...and sometimes I get upset, but I have NO idea why...and you seriously can't say that without people thinking you are insane or PMS-ing! The good part(I hope) is I'm a attention whore and you can simply calm me down with a hug(but beware: it only works on people i LIKE and on small "infractions"). I guess I can be catalogued as a class III dumbass sometimes...because i don't get some things or I'm capable of taking things for granted(and by my ideas it's category IV dumbass behaviour!!! ) . My only plan for this is: Try Not To Fuck Things Up You Dumbass!!! Well...I see I`ve began to rant again... i should just stay as happy as I am now and stop thinking... But more important...STOP fighting happyness!!!Yes...that should be the point of this post...Stay happy and BE AT YOUR BEST!!!

Sway...

I've always wondered if the Greek mithology was right and all of our Faiths wore already quilted long before we wore born... If this is in fact true I really think that the worst faith a person can have is know his own destiny or even have a peek into his future...good or bad...tragic or great...non the less it would be awfull to know...
I think the univers has It's own tabs on us...and when It takes something from us It gives something else back...even if the trade is not fair...It never leaves you with a empty hand of cards...because if You think about it...life is some sort of a gamble...and "God" is the House...and as we all know...The House never louses...one way or the other It will WIN! We might get our small victory...sometimes...
I don't think this is a bad thing...because to understand a victory...you must louse...and that at least a few times...depending on your personality... None of us learns anything form a victory(even if we enjoy it)...we must sway betwen our defeats to savor the victory!
Life, if you want , can be a dance, we sway with our family, we sway with our friends, we sway with our rivals...and in the end everybody sways with Death...that is the final Dance...our swan song Dance(if you may)...a Dance that we should prefer not to know the next step to a song we must(for our own sakes) not know the next beat.
P.S.: My laptop broke down...so if there are any type-o's or spelling errors...sorry... Hope you like this one, I've put a lot of heart into it... And the image is a part of the lyrics from Shelly Fraley's "Sway"...you should listen to it at least once...it is awesome!

Suddenly I See...

"I have an aunt who whenever she poured anything for you would say "Say when!" My aunt would say "Say when!" and of course, we never did. We don't say when because there's something about the possibility, of more. More tequila, more love, more anything. More is better."

(opening quote)

As you may very well know I`m a huge Grey`s Anatomy Fan, adn since "Suddenly I See" is the song that came in my head this time,I thought that it would be a shame not to share this Grey`s quotes with you...
Yes, I totally agree, because it`s in our nature to want more, more love, more money, more knowledge,more tequila, more life, more time...just more...
We think just because we get more that It will be better...well I don`t think that`s the case with most of the things that Life throws at us, we should know our limits...we should know when to say "When"...but in most cases we never do...
Well, I think the quotes rap up all i needed to say..."when"

"There's something to be said about a glass half full. About knowing when to say when. I think it's a floating line. A barometer of need and desire. It's entirely up to the individual. And depends on what's being poured. Sometimes all we want is a taste. Other times there's no such thing as enough, the glass is bottomless. And all we want, is more."

(ending quote Season 2 ep 2)

Je ne veux pas travailler...

Well i think that this song is one of the reasons I just can`t give up smoking, well that and because i`m just a lazy and addictive person...but every time I hear this song i just want to smoke...
This song is just brilliant, it gives me a strange feeling that I can do anything, but i just don`t have to move...because everything is at my feet. It also helps me forget shit that trouble me and i just can`t get out of my head...it really does help.
Edith Piaf is one of the few french singers that i admire and give a fuck about her songs and lyrics, because honestly i just don`t have any giveafuckness(yes, that is a word!!!) for the others, but She is(well was, but stil is) fucking brilliant!!!
Her song have pain, happiness and sometimes the lack of giveafuckness inside of them that make you get inside her head, Her brilliant, mindfucking genius mind!!!!
Another song that just gives me the goosebumps when i listen to it is Mon Dieu(My God) and my God to bad i was single when i first heard it because I just had a complete mindfuck!!!
Now back to my original idea, you see I just love that song...don`t get me wrong, i like working adn thaking lunch, but that song just makes my giveafuckness level a kick to the minus...
So whenever you just don`t want to give a fuck I really do recommend this song!!!
Long live the lack of giveafuckness!!!

Spectrum...

I don't know about you folks, but I sometime stop and think of my life...I mean of my big-ass mess...because I see the 5 past years of it as a wide array of dumb luck to down right retarded choices...of course there have been time when I would consider if I was in a very very very very good dream, but those time are few and never lasted for more than a month at best...
I really cant say I didn't learn a lot and I do consider that we learn more from our mistakes and bad luck than from anything else...but I really think it's time I would take a long vacation from "school"...
Sometimes it's so hard to find meaning in life...I think I would give heaven up if I could find the key to living...because I do think life needs meaning...and I need a good reason to pump blood into my arteries...
I don't think life keeps a score...but if she does(and yes life's a chick, only women are this passive-agressive!)She ows me! Big time!

Well...I don't know about you but i have two personas, Mr.Brightside (the positive one that is always optimistic, a regular sunshine pussy that eats flowers and shits rainbows), a real idiot and Mr. Don't(he's the realistic one), he saved me from a lot of shit in my days...
And as you know all personas are either the one in charge or the one that just pops up from time to time...and i guess I'm lucky Mr. don't is the one ordering things up in there! What can I say I`m a regular Wednesday, except for the lofe of creepy-crawlies and real pain to me...
I always wondered if other people have split personas inside there mind and if yes what kind are they and which is the dominant one...or are they in balance?
So...what`s the essence of this rant? Well I think these lyrics give you a clue(and "Here" is life): When we first came here,
We were cold and we were clear,
With no colours on our skin,
We were light and paper-thin.

My medicine...

Medication...it`s always a good idea... And no...I`m not talking about drugs...or maybe i am...but there are more kinds of drugs then we can imagine...ever...
There are addictive drugs, there are non-addictive drugs and there are drugs that change their properties...
I fear and love all drugs and addictions...but then again...we all should...
My favorite drug(beside coffee) are my friends...It`s a drug we all should take at least once a week and in some cases as often as we need...
Friendship is the only drug we all should be addicted to...It`s properties are good for the mind and body and for the spirit...
They help us in the worst of situations and have fun with us, they mock us when we do stupid things, they give us advice when we need it(and sometime when they think we do)...
It the right concentration this drug does wonders for you...it`s the ultimate medicine...
I`m very proud of my prescription drugs and i take them with pride and joy...
I love me medicine...
Thank the Higgs-Boson particle there are drugs(i.e.Friends ).