I don't know about you folks, but I sometime stop and think of my life...I mean of my big-ass mess...because I see the 5 past years of it as a wide array of dumb luck to down right retarded choices...of course there have been time when I would consider if I was in a very very very very good dream, but those time are few and never lasted for more than a month at best...
I really cant say I didn't learn a lot and I do consider that we learn more from our mistakes and bad luck than from anything else...but I really think it's time I would take a long vacation from "school"...
Sometimes it's so hard to find meaning in life...I think I would give heaven up if I could find the key to living...because I do think life needs meaning...and I need a good reason to pump blood into my arteries...
I don't think life keeps a score...but if she does(and yes life's a chick, only women are this passive-agressive!)She ows me! Big time!
Well...I don't know about you but i have two personas, Mr.Brightside (the positive one that is always optimistic, a regular sunshine pussy that eats flowers and shits rainbows), a real idiot and Mr. Don't(he's the realistic one), he saved me from a lot of shit in my days...
And as you know all personas are either the one in charge or the one that just pops up from time to time...and i guess I'm lucky Mr. don't is the one ordering things up in there! What can I say I`m a regular Wednesday, except for the lofe of creepy-crawlies and real pain to me...
I always wondered if other people have split personas inside there mind and if yes what kind are they and which is the dominant one...or are they in balance?
So...what`s the essence of this rant? Well I think these lyrics give you a clue(and "Here" is life): When we first came here,
We were cold and we were clear,
With no colours on our skin,
We were light and paper-thin.
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