sâmbătă, 26 mai 2012

Part of me...



Fun...un subiect fun sa zicem... well cu totii avem un eu interior care ne obliga sa ne mai si distram...si o persoana...
Well...mda...as fi vrut sa discut despre distractie...dar am mintea cam distrasa...intr.un fel... niciodata nu mi.a placut sa recunosc ca imi e dor sau am nevoie de cineva...si poate aici o sa zica 'una lume' ca's cam depresiv...dar nu...pentru ca i'm awesome...yep pure awesome... Ideea e ca m.am cam sau mai bine spus s.a cam detasat din interiorul meu o prietena...ceea ce e oricum trist...dar e mai trist cand era o prietena de 'haaaaat cand' si cand acea prietena a fost cu tine si a ascultat toate tampeniile debitate de gura ta... nu da bine creiesasului si nici energiei tale...dar...uneori se mai intampla si d'astea si te trezesti ca ai un gol in interiorul tau... ce faci aci? Pai...reactia normala ar fi sa umpli acel gol cu ceva...ma rog cu cineva(ca sa nu ne gandim la prostii)... E greu dupa parerea mea sa iti faci Prietenii noi si ma refer la prieteni adevarati(ceea ce nu ma pot plange niciodata ca duc lipsa si pentru care sunt recunoscator in fiecare zi). Ideea e ca este un 'post' mai greu de inlocuit...well titlul are o logica a lui...vedeti voi...postul pentu care trebuie sa gasesc omul potrivit este 'tipa care sa imi asculte toate prostiile scoase pe cura si care sa ias cu mine la cafea/cumparaturii/plimbare si orice activitate care sa necesite feed-back urgent la ce tampenii iti vin in cap'...mda lunga si grea denumirea postului...stiu, dar sper sa nu ramana vacant prea mult timp...pentru ca nu da bine in rapoartele pentru conducere... mda...eu chiar cred ca omul poate fi comparat cu o companie...dar o sa zic alta data despre asta...
Si cum ziceam...it's great to be awsome... ceea ce as putea sa adaug e sa amintesc de o melodie care se semiporiveste(daca scoti partea in care e vorba de un cuplu) si este vorba de "Part of me" de la Katy Perry...just cause i'm awesome!
PS Initial articolul avea ca titlu "Girls just wanna have fun", dar l-am schimbat pt ca cred ca e mai ok titulul curent.

sâmbătă, 12 mai 2012

Cough syrup


Confusion...its when you haven`t the slightest clue what the hell you should do or feel, you have no idea where to go or who to follow, can`t see your allies from your enemy`s...its a terrible thought...its even worst then puberty...its even worse then Rebecca Black`s music...its Stalin for the soul...its like a ten ton brick that fell on you on your wedding day, its like a house that just fell on you when you wore this close on destroying the munchkins...it`s like being lost in your house or scared of a hug...
The thing is...we should get a cornerstone for our life and rely on that because we should never give in to confusion...it`s poisonous and like all things that are bad for us we should get a cure...
Like every poison, confusion leaves marks...
Marks can be good or bad...you can learn a lot from them...and we should always take notice of what we learned so far...
I honestly don`t know if i`m cured but i do believe i`m on the right path...

miercuri, 2 mai 2012

Breath of life..


Need...a basic human calling... We all have our needs, for power, for love, for affection, for attention, for lust, for wealth for god, for wisdom, for revenge, for addiction, for blood, for knowledge , for sex, for celebrety, for enlightment, for change, for war...but the biggest human need is for more...more then he is and more than he has and more then they have to offer and more then he gets and more then there is...
Our first lust is need...we look for need where there is none and we call for need... yes...need is The human calling...
Our songs are full with need...
Our faith is full of need...
Our calling is for need...
We evolved of and for need...
Wise men say they can set themselfs free from their need...but are they really wise or just fools that think there wise...
I think we should not betray our nature, cause need is our nature, we should embrace our nature...for that our nature can show us our way...