Through the looking glass...

You know what? Reality sucks...yes, reality sucks hard... It is in my surtenty that if any one of us chould chouse we whould take our imaginary selfs life`s any time... You know...the person or character from our favorite book or movie or even from one of our draem... I believe that writers don`t have imagination...they have the skill to see through the looking glass(in my idea that means to see in one of the many multiverses). Well not all of them have the same power of understanding of their gift...so they just see a small glimpse...and they use their imagination for the rest of the story... I for one am not sure I have that gift or am just off my medication... So yes, i probably am mad as a hatter...but that is who i would have chousesen to be...The mad Hatter or...a variation of Luna Lovegood...she is the moust insightfull person in the hole Harry Potter universe, she sees things in a other light(what i like more about her is that she sees something good in everybody). What i never understood in people is their inability to see their path in life...not that i can see it at the moment, i am rather lost in my vision, but i believe i can find my path as everybody else. The point is that looking glass self is just behind the corner waiting for you to find him...waiting for you to become him...the "YOU" you always cared to become, the "YOU"your path will lead you to... Some Men have waited their hole life to become...
So find your looking glass an step into it...in can`t get any worse than this...

The Dark Passenger

This entry is about that dark thing inside all of us...that i`m gonna name it "the dark passenger". Probably you know i`m riping Dexter, but fuck you that`s why... This "dark passenger" is always there with you, just waiting for his turn to take control... We all have "him" inside of us, of course we don`t all have the same kind of "dark passenger" and it may not have the same power or influence...it`s still there...and it has a rout inside us...we can`t get rid of "him" and probably we`re better with it inside...deep inside...it may save us, or it may kill us. We can try to control "him"...try...and hope you don`t fail...hope...
I still try to understand "him", i talk to "him"...sometimes we laugh...sometimes "he" scares me, but sometimes i get to scare "him", and then...then i understand a bit more about myself...although you can never know yourself or "him" completely...
I end with one thought...is "he" evil or good...against us or works for us...and more important is "he" us or is there something more to the story?

Spring has sprung...

Well...march is here so...spring has come again...my most hated season...why it literally sucks? Well that`s easy...it`s weird, it`s soggy and it can`t make up his mind if it`s hot or it`s cold...
With that noted i can only go on to my most solid argument is that spring is "depression season"...it`s the time when i mostly get down...and few things can bring a smile to my face...
I can`t really say why, but that`s the way the cookie crumbles...
In other news i`ve got o new show in my list, and of course it`s from Showtime, and yes i`m talking about Dexter :D.
ttyl...