Outcast...

Yep, my cat sleeps in the bathtub...

Hey...I don't know it you know...but there is a show on Fox...it's called Glee...and recently they sang a original song...witch has kinda touched me...it's called Outcast... It's really optimistic...and it gives me a special kind of energy...you should listen to it... I've put the link below...

I don't know if you have ever felt like a outcast...or if you had your outcast group...it's a special feeling(well at first it sucks cause you don't know how good you're having it...but after some years, 6 or 7 give or take, you find your joy) it's a very freeing feeling...cause you know when your already a outcast you don't have to impress anyone(yep...after that maturing period of 6 to 10 years) but I'm telling you...never put yourself down for being special..."I'd better be outrageous than just an old clisee, I' rather be a rainbow than just another shade of gray"...so be your rainbow(and i don't mean gay...not necessarily...just gay as in happy...but be ...it's great...after a couple of years of course:))) 
                                                                     Sheldon style 
Well the idea behind this really is be yourself(even though a lot of people said that already I'm here to say it again and again until it gets in our thick dumb-ass ever growing minds), and don't forget to sing soft kitty once in awhile...

My cup..




PS:I've began writing some fiction, I'm not sure what I want to do with it but I will want to share it with you...just as I get at least half of it done...
And of course I do not own any of the videos embeded in this blog...they are only for viewing purposes only...have fun ;)
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Everybody wants to rule the world...

What do we really want from life? Have you ever  thought about that? Well...I have...a lot. And really I am ashamed to say I have no clue... You see I still am not sure how to live my life or why... 
Well not really...I have some guide lines... But I still am very confused...
I was never the certain one...yet I always tried...and tried to find a Purpose, a reason, a sign even...
Yes, I want to love and be loved , want a carrier, I want some stability in my life...
I never had much stability as far as I can tell...though is the thing I have craved for a long time... To be stable with someone...a partner... To have a place to call home... My home... Not a house...I have that...a house is where you live...a home is where you are happy and you know you belong...
I know I'm probably ranting again...but life is always toying with us... She gives you a cookie...and then she takes it back and kicks you in the nuts... Well life is a woman...or at least it thinks like one... One moment she kicks you in the nuts the other she asks what is wrong and gives you a hug...so unstable...
The other day I was having a late at night walk in the park with my sister and she asked my "what do you want to do in life"...for a couple of moments I had no idea what to say...then I thought of writing... Well the fact is our passions or ideas change in life...for example when I was 7 I wanted to be a paleontologist(dinosaur expert) and after that I wanted to be a doctor and after that a pharmacologist, I even thought of being a baker...

The thing is to find what you want in life and take it(or do it) before it is to late...you might say it's never to late...but you would be so wrong...
So let us rule the world or at least...our world...

Wild Young Hearts...

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"I'm not what I was last summer

Not who I was in the spring

Tell me, tell me, tell me when will we learn

We love it and we leave it and we watch it burn

 Damn these wild young hearts"

Wild young hearts- Noisettes

Change... It's always around the corner, it never forgives and never forgets, but sometimes, it is the best thing that could ever happen to us... It's what drives us forward on our paths...

"Every cell in the human body regenerates, on average, every seven years. Like snakes, in our own way, we shed our skin. Biologically we’re brand new people. We may look the same, we probably do. The change isn’t visible, at least not on must of us but were all changed completed forever.

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When we say things like, “People don’t change.” It drives scientists crazy because change is literally the only constant. Energy, matter, it’s always changing, morphing, merging, growing, dying. It’s the way people try not to change that’s unnatural. The way we cling to what things were instead of letting them be what they are. The way we cling to old memories instead of forming new ones. The way we insist on believing despite every scientific indication that anything in this life time is permanent. Change is constant. How we experience change, that is up to us. It can feel like death or it can feel like a second chance at life. If we open our fingers, loosen our grips, go with it. It can feel like pure adrenaline. Like at any moment, we can have another chance at life. Like at any moment we can be born all over again."

- Meredith Grey (Season7, Ep.1-With You I’m Born Again)

A couple of days ago I happen to find my old diary from when I was 17, I almost laughed my ass off... The silly things I was thinking at that age... Yes, change is brilliant sometimes... I know my road is not even half way through...but a small light would be appreciated...


Well...long story short...change is not something we always want or need, but it's there...waiting for us, good or evil,in good times or in bad times It's coming for you...it's your choice if you want to be prepared or not...