No light, no light

Well now... i could talk about words for days... You see words have a great deal of power over us... they can make you happy, they can make you sad, they can make you furious, they can make you extatic , the point is: they can control our emotions...and that is kinda terifing. words can olso teach or dumnb people. words can enslave or impower. Words can save you or doom you... Even the absence of words can make us harm or good... The right words can win a war and the wrong words can end your existence. Words can inprison or can set you free. We are a society of words... the art of mastering words is a fine and dangerous art, in the Silmarilion(a prolog to the lord of the rings) the creator made the world from a song(i can only guess the song had lyrics, but even if it had not...words are olso sounds ) as well in the Chronicles of Narnia, Aslan made the world from a song...well in many religions the world was made from words... All the magic spells are words... yes...i hope i helped you understand the power of words, their strenght and weaknesses, their influence upon the world and man...

Seven Devils...

Feer... Well now...that's a tought feeling...tought and evil...actualy if i think about it...it's one of MAN's moust horible states...yes...in some cases it can seve your life but of cousrse i'm not talking about that kind of fear...i'm actualy talking about the one that gets you into trubble...with yourself... IT will never help you defeat your deamons...on the contrary, THEY will become
stronger and stronger...until...until YOU will no longer EXIST... The fear inside you is your worst enemy...yes YOU! You should just try to defeat your fear because you will find yourself overpowered by IT... I've named this post Seven Devils because it's one of the songs that i listen to whenever i see a battle with myself coming...it's really inspiering and allways makes me feel like all the armies in the world are there fighting in my favor... It's a great feeling...and i wouldn't give it up for nothing(if only i'd have seven armies fighting for me, i thing that would be better:)))
Well...i guess...the point is...defeat your fear or at least try to overcome it...or YOU might just find yourself LOST...and no person in the world can save you from that!

Bedroom Hymms

Happiness...well...yow know, happiness is a concept that you don't get to understand to often in your life...and to feel it, it's just bliss, simple and utter bliss...
you may not be the most important/smart/powerful/lucky/good/caring(and i would and other adjectivs, but i think you got the point )person in the world, but when happiness gets interested in your person...you should feel overjoyed and utterly blessed by all forces and gods...
When i was younger, and i guess less wise(though i can't really say i see myself as a wise person now) i thought we all get a smile from her and get to be happy(from time to time at least)...but as you grow older you tend to see how the world works and realise life is waaaaaaay diferent from what you imagined...their is were the fork in your road apeares...eather you hope for the best(but prepare for the worst), eather you give up and never see her smile even if she's giving you the molars.
You know...some of my favorite lyrics go like this : "I'm not here looking for absolution Because I've found myself an old solution" because i hope and pray that she never forgets to smile to me as I will never forget to smile(although i sometime try reeeeeeeeeeeealy hard).
I guess the point to this is...i think I'm happy right now...

Dream a little dream of me...

Fairy tales...the stuff of dreams... YOU know...the person who invented the happily ever after concept should seriously have his but kicked! fairy tales don't come true! ok...i may be exaggerating...but i still wanna kick that idiots ass! you know what...i've always said that shit happens...daily...and you have to get over it and stop being all armagedony about life... but that really does NOT mean i don't wish i would have a happy ending...or at least(i can't be picky)some shiny and deserving to be kicked in the face happy day(well...i can't say i haven't been...kicked in the face that is). but then again...i must be thinking of fairy tales if i'm wishing on a star for happines...but can anyone honestly say they are not wishing and hopeing for the same goddamn thing... i allways promised myself i wouldn't be all mushy mushy about life...but i guess you can't fight your nature...though...sometimes i should save myself from my own stupidity...though a prince charming wouldn't hurt(you know)... now...going back to my point...i guess what i'm saying here is life is full of posibilities...try your luck...but be carefull, be very very carefull...happines has a wierd ideea of life....

blood...and other bounds...

You know something...i think i'm not the only one who believes there is more to family then blood... As you come into this world you are just a pound of meat...a very annoying and weak pound of meat, you start growing and by the time you started walking in this world you tend to tell who is you're blood...years go by you, the blood-bonds grow and you start having friends...yes nothing new here huh? well... As we go on living, and if we are lucky enough we get to choose some of our family members(and i'm Not talking about a spouse) and if our luck is just endless we keep our new family for the rest of our lives...because some of them will just poof out of your life faster than you say pi... you know what...? i for one love my friends, and i consider myself lucky enough to have a second family... That not only i choose...but they choose me... of course this is not really a universal thing... in the end you never stand alone...even though you you feel that...no one is alone...even if some of your new family betray your trust...the trust of friendship and part you...or worse... I guess you noticed by now that this is just one of my rants...but i think it's a good one ;) oh and sorry about the lack of care...i just wrote it in a heartbeat...