Cosy in the rocket...

"Nobody knows where they might end up" this is a part of the chorus of this magnificent song, the theme song to one of my favorite show on tv "Greys Anatomy", the show that made me start this blog in the first place... The truth is...I think we all would want to climb into a fricking rocket and get the fuck out of our life and escape. We might find ourself adrift in our own life and we don`t know what the fuck is wrong or how we screwed this up again...or why is this happening again... The important thing that we all should never ever ever and I can`t stress this out as I should is that we should always stay on course and at least see where the fuck is life going to get us...life was a funny and cynical way of showing us our course in life... Epiphanys are rare and can be sometimes cruel, but are none the less important for us..."Tic tac toe, you're fitting into place And now the old ways don't seem true Stick stop blue you're only shifting In the same old shape you always do"true word that we should pay attention!
The point I`m makeing is find your rocket ", fly into my palm And collapse Oh, oh, suppose you'll never know".
PS1: If i have typo`s, its ok...i was sort of drunk...it also aplies if i don`t make sense
PS2: I hope the photo has sense for you...
PS3: the thing is i wanted foe a while to make a post with this title and now i think i got the chance...hope i made it proper...

Hello cold world...

"22 is like the worst idea that I've ever had It's too much pain, it's too much freedom, what should I do with this?" these are some lyrics from Paramore`s Hello cold world and some of the few lyrics i can relate to now... I guess the main idea in this rant in confusion...or the state of confusion...or both. Nu exista nici o placere in a fi confuz...though when being confused you are not aware of that... I don`t know what exactly i`m feeling right know..."I feel happy, I feel sad
I feel like running through the walls". I guess it`s not really confusion it`s something like this "You say you're really hurting, at least you're feeling something". Yes...I think i`m not feeling anything or at least i don`t have a clue of what i`m feeling...

Pun pariu ca habar n`ai despre ce vorbesc...well...poate ca nici eu...dar chiar simt nevoia sa vorbesc despre ce oi vorbi aici...
"We can hope and we can pray that everything will work out fine,But you can't just stay down on your knees" you got to do something for yourself, cause you are your own best friend...
"Well, maybe I'm not perfect, at least I'm workin' on it", yes I am a work in progress...we all are works in progress...like a building...and we are the architects...and as we build...some parts of us might fall of, some might stay even though it`s impossible to explain why, some might vanish into thin air...we have to do our best job in constructing ourself.
22 is a weird age...at least for me...
Sometimes I hope it ends soon..but somethimes I hope it will never end...
I think i`ve blown you enough for today...i meant your minds...
So...Hello cold world!!!

Russian roulette

Playing with fire...or playing chicken with faith...or russian roulette is something we all do in life...at least once... Doing something that normally would make us say "what the fuck is wrong with me"...but that dose not have to make it a bad thing or something wrong or immoral...it just means it may be harmful to us... IT CAN...is the magic set of words... The possibility of it backfireing the hell out and fucking us in the bad way(sau cum zic eu....uneori viata suge si nu cum as vrea eu). But of course anything can do harm to us...and if we would give in to all our fears we would end up under a tree waiting for our impending doom...
I thing that we should play with fire(somethimes), after all the ape that firs played with fire evolved into man...fire gave man the power to overcome himself...fire can make you more powerful...fire can maintain life...fire can even save you..but in the wright amount!!!
The point i`m make`n here is...never let go of something that hurts, just because it can hurt you, never give up on hoping just because it seams it`s pointless and never run from fire, it always runs faster than you!
Give me the gun cause I`m ready to play LIFE!

Born to die...

"Feet don't fail me now Take me to the finish line" in this game called life...i really wonder when the dice will land in my favor...or are we that blind that we don`t see if Faith is on our side sometimes?
"Lost but now I am found" is what i would want to say...though i still feel lost..."I was so confused as a little child Tried to take what I could get Scared that I couldn't find All the answers" and i still am...i can`t find all the answers and i try to tell myself "The road is long, we carry on Try to have fun in the meantime" although I have a thick head and you can rarely argue with me... But i guess i a bit like life cause i keep telling her "Don't make me sad, don't make me cry Sometimes" life "is not enough and the road gets tough I don't know why Keep making me laugh," but she just gives me reasons to laugh...though sometimes it`s not my laugh...
Life can be seen as many things a road, a book, a tree, a pack of smokes, but i can only see it as a weird son of a bit*h that is making fun of me...