I Don`t Care...It`s Time...Now!!!

Now...i know i haven`t written anything from the beginning of the month(well, ok last year...but it`t not relly that far away) but the time has come for me to say some things...
Have you ever felt fed up with all the crap life and your friends have thrown at you? Well I have... I really am sick and tired of always feeling sick and tired...and although i know it is partially my fault...I mostly blame them...like any sane person would do...
You could say...well maybe you didn't try hard enough...well...no...i call bs on that...seriously I did all I could do considering all...
I honestly am not sure they know I'm fed up but I really can't care...dark ant twisty me is on the run now...no more bright and shiny idiot that I've always been...no more mister nice guy...just no more...
It's time to think I'm more important...it's god damn time to do myself a favor and be my own best friend for a change...
I've probably said this before...but this time I'm gonna stick to it!
I've never truly changed...I'm still myself...just a slightly less ok with the crap life and my friends give me...
Now...I'm not condemning anyone...I just want Them to see me for myself...
"It's time to begin, isn't it?
I get a little bit bigger, but then I'll admit
I'm just the same as I was
Now don't you understand
 That I'm never changing who I am"
"I don’t care what you think as long as it’s about me
The best of us can find happiness in misery
Said I don’t care what you think as long as it’s about me
The best of us can find happiness in misery"

"Feels like I’m waking from the dead
and everyone’s been waiting on me
At least now I never have to wonder
what it’s like to sleep a year away.
But we were indestructible,
I thought we could brave it all…
I never thought what could take me out was hiding down below
Lost the battle… win the war
Bringing my sinking ship back to the shore
Starting over… we’ll head back in!
There’s a time and a place to die but this ain’t it!"

I know,I`ve gotten a bit lazy in the end...but honestly I cant`n see what else to add...the lyrics speak for me...
I hope you guys learned something from this...
Alons-Y!!!


PS: The songs i`ve used for this one are:
Paramore- "Now"
Fall Out Boy "I Don`t Care"
Imagine Dragons "It`s Time"
PS2: The photo is called "Pokerface Snowman" I think it fits...